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terriblymisguided ([personal profile] terriblymisguided) wrote2021-02-01 01:16 am
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The first time Klaus walked into this club, he did it with the intention of getting absolutely plastered and finding someone to go home with for drunk, sloppy sex that would distract him for a few hours. He did not accomplish either of those things. Before he could get too drunk, he spotted someone interesting and was taken back to his place for some very fantastic mind-blowing sex that immediately set a bar so high that no one else can reach it.

If, on that first night, someone told Klaus that the next time he'd be walking into this club would be on the arm of that very same man, some three months later, he'd have laughed in their face.

But that is exactly what's happening. When Klaus realized how long they'd been doing this, he told Obi-Wan that he thought it would be fun to go back to that club for another dance. It only occurred to him hours later what he had just proposed: celebrating an anniversary. Thankfully, he was at home by the time it happened, and he was able to freak out and talk himself back down in private.

In Vietnam, Klaus counted the months. It was a way to keep track of how long he'd been away from his own timeline, and also how long he'd had Dave in his life. Each month was silently acknowledged, quietly celebrated and agonized over in equal measure, but it was never anything he gave a voice to, or talked to Dave about. He just counted them until he got to ten, and then there were no more.

By the time that Obi-Wan picks him up, Klaus has calmed down (thanks in part to a blunt he panic-smoked on his balcony) and dressed himself in black leather pants and a wine-colored button down shirt, with only the button at his sternum fastened. Seeing Obi-Wan makes him feel as excited as he did when he first mentions it, and he feels silly for getting himself so worked up. They're just going to have some fun.

They arrive at the club and get their wrists stamped, and Klaus is more then relieved to get inside where it's warmer. The music thumps in his chest and Klaus grins, bouncing a little as he grabs Obi-Wan's hand and drags him inside.

"Why did you come here that first night?" Klaus asks once they're at the bar, tilting his head to look at him curiously. "This isn't your usual scene."
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This is not at all how Obi-Wan had expected their evening to go, but then, he tries not to anticipate anything at all, especially when he's with Klaus. Part of the enjoyment of life comes from the unexpected and he lets himself be turned, lets Klaus tug down his trousers, and he braces himself against the door, palms pressed into the wood.

"Then you ought to do your best to make sure they hear," he answers, laughing roughly as he presses his forehead against the door, his eyes closing in pleasure at the swipe of Klaus's tongue against his ass. Then Klaus's hand closes over his cock and Obi-Wan shivers with arousal, another moan spilling out of him, entirely genuine. Klaus is incredible. He's always incredible.

"That's good," he breathes. I love you. "Klaus, please, I want you to, I-" I love you.

He isn't worried about the words spilling out. He doesn't worry about things like that. They'll come when they come and the result will be the result. There is nothing to fear, there is only what they can do together, what they can be, and he trusts in that.
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When Klaus sucks at his skin, at that ring of muscle, Obi-Wan's hips jerk against his hip, and he lets out a shaking, desperate sort of moan. What a silly question Klaus asks then and he laughs, the sound as shaking and desperate as his moan had been.

With a glance over his shoulder, looking down at Klaus, he shakes his head, looking amused and pleased and already rather debauched, a lock of hair falling over his forehead and into his eyes. And with Klaus standing, with two fingers inside of him, Klaus's chin over his shoulder and their faces so close, he is already shaking with pleasure.

"Yes," he breathes, then grins as he tips his head back against Klaus's shoulder. "I'll make you proud."

They could be anywhere now. Obi-Wan is peripherally aware of the room, the still pounding music, the reality that anyone could be on the other side of the door, and he doesn't care. Klaus has all his attention, all his focus, every twist of his fingers, every hitch of his breath, he has everything.
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"Stars," Obi-Wan breathes on a sharp exhale when Klaus pushes inside of him. The hand resting at his throat, the feel of Klaus's strength at his back, it all makes Obi-Wan feel vulnerable in ways he wouldn't have allowed with just anyone. But with Klaus things are different. It isn't only Darrow that allows him to feel this trust, but Klaus himself.

He likes to think even in another world, had they discovered one another, it would have been the same.

He laughs a little, feeling how he might were he truly to allow himself to get drunk. His head turns and he presses a kiss to Klaus's jaw, his head still resting against his shoulder, and then he nips sharply at his skin. One hand slips off the door and he reaches back, holding Klaus's hip, then sliding his hand over his ass to keep him close.

"I don't know about that," he murmurs. "But I'm glad you think so."
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Klaus's response makes Obi-Wan laugh, the sound warm and pleased, because Klaus certainly isn't wrong. His opinion is his alone and Obi-Wan respects that, respects that Klaus feels this way about him, revels in it, in fact. In his life, Obi-Wan has made so many mistakes and he cannot undo them, works hard not to dwell on them, but they move with him in the day to day whether he wants them to or not.

And Klaus feels this way about him anyway. Obi-Wan knows he is wildly, unbelievably lucky.

"You're right," he breathes, then groans again at a particularly sharp thrust of Klaus's hips, his cock driving inside of him, making him tremble. "You're right. For you, I'd be anything."

The hand he has pressed to the door curls under, fingernails scraping at wood, and he moans, rough and low. "Klaus, please," he groans. "Just like that. You feel... you're so good."
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The hand on his throat, the teeth on his throat, the way Klaus is thrusting into him and stroking his cock. All of it is utterly overwhelming, especially paired with the sensation of the bass still pumping out of the speakers in the club, the sensation of it rumbling through both their bodies, the door, filling every moment with that heavy beat.

Generally, Obi-Wan never loses control. Even with Klaus, where it comes closest, he's still usually in control of himself, but there's something about all this, how close he is to speaking his feelings, how close they are to other people, just beyond the locked door, how intensely he's feeling now and it makes him feel as if he's being pulled apart in the most wonderful and dangerous way. Klaus asks if he's going to be loud and he answers with a rough moan, not knowing if it's loud or not, unable to even really hear himself.

He's wrapped up in Klaus.

Then one particular thrust of Klaus's hips does something, a stroke of his cock, and, without realizing it's going to happen, Obi-Wan's hand slaps against the door and he groans out, louder than he realized it would be, "Fuck."
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From outside the door comes another laugh, this one muffled, and Obi-Wan can't help himself. He reaches out with the Force, shocked and a little delighted to discover there are three presences on the other side of the door, three people listening to them, laughing, and, if what the Force around them feels like is anything to go on, enjoying themselves very much.

It doesn't alarm him as much as he thought it might. Perhaps because Klaus is stroking him faster, thrusting into him, and he knows he isn't going to last much longer before he comes. And whether or not the people on the other side of the door can hear him, he truly doesn't care. The only thing he cares about is this incredible man behind him, the one making him feel so good, the one who's stolen his heart for the first time since Satine, something he thought utterly impossible.

The words only drive him further into pleasure and he moans, moving with Klaus, breathing hard, feeling heat circling his spine, his groin, and the hand he has on Klaus's hip lifts, instead reaching back to hold onto his hair as he keeps his head tipped back on Klaus's other shoulder.

He comes suddenly, the orgasm snapping through him like fireworks, rushing through his body. His body jerks, come splattering against the door, and they'll have to clean that up, he thinks in an absent sort of way, as his muscles clench around Klaus, making him feel huge inside of Obi-Wan. Making him feel utterly and completely full.
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It's been some time since Obi-Wan has been in any situation in which he's not the one people look to for guidance. With it, he had always been careful, treading lightly, taking care to check in with himself and understand the level of power he was being offered. He had always been careful not to take it, not to rely on the reality of it, not to expect it. The level of trust that had been put in him was something he vowed to earn every single day and with Klaus it's been no different.

But now, pressed up against the door, Klaus pinning his hands over his head, his breath coming in delighted, exhausted gasps, he's never felt as utterly helpless in such a sublime manner.

He sinks into the kiss, wanting nothing more than to wrap himself around Klaus and stay here, though he knows such a thing isn't possible. They may have escaped noticed of an authority for this long, but it won't last forever, and he finds he doesn't want to ruin the potential this room has to offer in the future.

"You make it easy," he answers, then nips softly at Klaus's lower lip. "To be more adventurous. To let go." A Jedi's entire training is based around letting go and Obi-Wan has embraced that, but never in such a way as this. Klaus has only helped him learn more every day.
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It's silly and sentimental, but a part of Obi-Wan almost doesn't want to leave this room. A reaction to the endorphins, he knows, and a reaction to Klaus, to everything he feels for him. There's still fun to be had this evening, though, the night is still young, as they say, and he knows the two of them will have a good time no matter where they are.

Even if this room has rather fond memories for him now.

"We look absolutely presentable," he agrees once he's washed his hands as well and smoothed a little bit of water into the bit of his hair that sometimes insists on making itself known after Klaus has been at it. They've left the room clean, too, which is a strange priority and yet something Obi-Wan would have insisted upon. This is not their home, it isn't their property, and it's only right they leave it as clean as they found it.

"Come," he says, unlocking the door with a wave of his hand before he presses his lips to Klaus's cheek and then leads him into the hall, walking with confidence, as if they haven't just been somewhere they ought not to be. "Are you hungry? I could go for something to eat."
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Klaus seems to think the high five is much more discreet than it is and Obi-Wan catches the eye of another one of the women, a warm flush creeping over him when he realizes these were the women listening to them. His lips press tight between his lips just as Klaus gives one of them a high five and he finds that warmth spreading out, up the back of his neck, making his ears feel warm.

But it isn't just a blush that he's feeling. There's affection swelling in his chest and as Klaus leans in, pressing kisses against his cheek, he turns his head to face him properly as he smiles, studying him.

"You know, I do believe I'm in love with you," he says, his tone almost thoughtful. As if he hasn't known for quite some time already, as if he hasn't felt it growing day by day, enriching his life in a way it hasn't truly been since that year with Satine on Mandalore. Realistically, he isn't even sure Klaus has heard him over the music, but he doesn't regret it. Not the words themselves, not the timing of them.

It feels right, even in the midst of this club.
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Truly, Obi-Wan doesn't expect or require anything in return. He's told Klaus what he feels because he has reflected on the choices he's made in the past, the things he didn't say when he thinks he ought to have, and he knows going forward he doesn't want to make these same mistakes. The people in his life, not only Klaus, deserve better.

It's more difficult with Anakin, perhaps because of their history. They've never been especially good at speaking their minds or their hearts with one another and while Obi-Wan is trying, it's easier with someone who doesn't have that history with him.

Klaus deserves to know. Obi-Wan is glad to have told him.

He's smiling happily when they move toward the exit, still holding Klaus's hand. It feels not quite as if a weight has been lifted, but as if he's shared a part of himself that isn't often shared and it feels rather nice.
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"I think I have some idea, yes," Obi-Wan answers and although he's still near Klaus, he doesn't reach for him just yet, wanting to give him space to digest what's been said. He still feels light, as if he's been buoyed by this, and he smiles gently at Klaus.

"Let's walk," he suggests. "We don't have to talk immediately."

They can just walk in the direction of the taco truck he suspects Klaus was thinking of when he suggests them. It's near the Hargreeves house, which is part of why he thinks Klaus might have been considering it, but even if he doesn't want Obi-Wan to come in tonight, even if he needs a bit of time to himself, Obi-Wan will be happy just to walk home with him.

As they walk, he offers Klaus his hand again, holding it out to him over the space between them.
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"Of course," Obi-Wan answers without hesitation. They stay over at Klaus's rarely, at least in part because the house is certainly less private, but he likes being in Klaus's room with him and he likes being able to close his eyes and reach out in the Force, feeling all these other presences around them. Knowing those he can feel are people who love Klaus, too.

He understands he's said something overwhelming tonight. It isn't as if he and Klaus haven't spoken at great length of those they've lost and how it's affected them. Obi-Wan doesn't believe loving someone again means he loves Satine any less and he has been through too much, lost too many people, not to make sure those he cares for understand that he does.

It's certainly a new approach. But then, this is an entirely new life.

"What would you like?" he asks when they near the taco truck before turning his attention to the person inside the truck. He smiles and says, "Hello. May I have two of the carnitas tacos and a carne asada vampiro."

It's possible Obi-Wan has stopped here once or twice. Possibly three times. The food is incredible.
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Obi-Wan watches Klaus's retreating back fondly for a moment before he turns back to the truck and says, "Yes, please. Some hot sauce would be wonderful, thank you."

"He okay?" the man asks as he puts a few packets of hot sauce into their bag, then folds it over again as he hands the bag to Obi-Wan.

"He's wonderful," Obi-Wan answers, his smile blooming further still. "Thank you again."

He takes the bag and follows the path Klaus had taken toward the house, not hurrying exactly, but not taking his time either. As he walks, he replays Klaus's words, knowing he'll hear them exactly as they were said for as long as he lives. He'll see the expression on Klaus's face, the way his eyes had widened just before he had turned away, and he is so very glad he can commit this all to memory. Only a fool would want to forget a single second of it.

"You ran off before I could check with you, so I got extra hot sauce," he teases when he's near to Klaus again, reaching out to catch his wrist with his free hand. "Come back here."

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