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terriblymisguided ([personal profile] terriblymisguided) wrote2021-02-01 01:16 am
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The first time Klaus walked into this club, he did it with the intention of getting absolutely plastered and finding someone to go home with for drunk, sloppy sex that would distract him for a few hours. He did not accomplish either of those things. Before he could get too drunk, he spotted someone interesting and was taken back to his place for some very fantastic mind-blowing sex that immediately set a bar so high that no one else can reach it.

If, on that first night, someone told Klaus that the next time he'd be walking into this club would be on the arm of that very same man, some three months later, he'd have laughed in their face.

But that is exactly what's happening. When Klaus realized how long they'd been doing this, he told Obi-Wan that he thought it would be fun to go back to that club for another dance. It only occurred to him hours later what he had just proposed: celebrating an anniversary. Thankfully, he was at home by the time it happened, and he was able to freak out and talk himself back down in private.

In Vietnam, Klaus counted the months. It was a way to keep track of how long he'd been away from his own timeline, and also how long he'd had Dave in his life. Each month was silently acknowledged, quietly celebrated and agonized over in equal measure, but it was never anything he gave a voice to, or talked to Dave about. He just counted them until he got to ten, and then there were no more.

By the time that Obi-Wan picks him up, Klaus has calmed down (thanks in part to a blunt he panic-smoked on his balcony) and dressed himself in black leather pants and a wine-colored button down shirt, with only the button at his sternum fastened. Seeing Obi-Wan makes him feel as excited as he did when he first mentions it, and he feels silly for getting himself so worked up. They're just going to have some fun.

They arrive at the club and get their wrists stamped, and Klaus is more then relieved to get inside where it's warmer. The music thumps in his chest and Klaus grins, bouncing a little as he grabs Obi-Wan's hand and drags him inside.

"Why did you come here that first night?" Klaus asks once they're at the bar, tilting his head to look at him curiously. "This isn't your usual scene."
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-13 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
"With a collection of languages between us," he says, amused. He has no idea what Klaus just said to him and he supposes he could respond in Twi'lek or something similar, but he just likes knowing how much knowledge they possess. He's never felt like a stupid or a foolish man, he likes to learn, has done a great deal of reading and research in his life.

But there's still so much more to learn. Klaus could teach him a language or two.

"If you could teach me one of the languages you know, which one would it be?" he asks. "Not which would be easiest, because I do so enjoy a challenge, but which is your favourite? Or which would you most like me to learn?"

Given that he has few other demands on his time, unless he finally gets a job, Obi-Wan thinks learning a new language would certainly be worthwhile.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-13 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
"Where I'm from it's called Galactic Basic and it looks different in writing, but yes, they are essentially the same language, aren't they?" he asks as Klaus settles onto his thigh. He brushes back a stray curl that's escaped from his bun, then smiles down at him as he considers the languages he knows.

When he speaks, Obi-Wan has no idea what the words mean, but he listens intently all the same, enjoying the rising and falling cadence, the emotion Klaus infuses into each and every word he speaks. It's lovely, truly lovely, and he doesn't know if this is French or Spanish or something else entirely, but he knows he could listen to Klaus speak this way for as long as he would want.

"That's beautiful," he says, curling down so he can press an upside down kiss to Klaus's mouth where he's lying in his lap.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-13 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"Te amo," Obi-Wan echoes. "Je t'aime. Ik hou van jou."

All easy enough to remember. Words he can use at other times, just to remind Klaus both of how he feels and that he listens to him, enjoys listening to him, absorbing any and all information he might want to share. Obi-Wan has been a voracious learner all his life, even in his more rebellious years -- and learning alternative interpretations of the Jedi teachings had been part of that rebellion -- and it hasn't waned with his arrival in Darrow. If anything, it's grown, and he wants to learn more, to understand more. He wants Klaus to teach him.

"Ma sareen," he says to Klaus, then smiles. "That means my sweet in Ryl. I believe their expression of love involves more sign language I'm not entirely familiar with, but I did learn that particular expression."
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"Oh, I think I would happily be done eating for such a thing as that," Obi-Wan answers with a slowly blooming smile behind Klaus's finger pressed to his lips. He pulls away only to clean up their mess, setting it all aside, and then he leans back again, rising onto his knees so he can get properly near enough to Klaus to kiss him.

There will be time later, he knows, to meditate on all this. To try and better understand how he feels and how it fits into everything he's always been told. He understands it may seem as if he's trying to shape what he used to believe to a new life and Obi-Wan will have to meditate on whether or not that's true. If it is, he doesn't believe it to be a negative thing necessarily. A part of life is growing, changing, understanding things better. If one is not open to understanding new and different aspects of the galaxy, that, he believes, is a good way to become lost.

This is a learning curve for everyone, he thinks. Not only Darrow, but life itself. It's a lesson he's glad to still be taking part in.

"Quiet now," he murmurs against Klaus's mouth as he kisses him again, catching his lower lip between his teeth.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-15 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
“Oh, I think I can take care of that,” Obi-Wan answers as he settles on top of Klaus, fitting between the spread of his thighs. Klaus’s skin is warm against his, where their bellies press together, and he rolls his hips slowly, pressing their bodies snug.

He sinks into a kiss, his lips parting, tongue sweeping into Klaus’s mouth. They’re moving soft and slow, but the kiss is deep and burning with heat already. Klaus’s fingers have dipped under the band of his pants and he can feel them just below his tailbone, the delicious promise of more.

And then, because he can, he pulls back just a little, nudging his nose against Klaus’s. “I love you,” he murmurs. “You.”
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-15 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
"I think we're getting rather good at that already," Obi-Wan murmurs. "Still ought to practice, I must think."

Then he kisses Klaus again, deeper, licking his mouth open. At the same time he pushes one hand down Klaus's body, sliding into the waist of his pants, pulling them down bit by bit. His thumb sweeps over the sharp angle of Klaus's hip, looking for sensitive skin, anywhere he knows will make Klaus gasp into his mouth.

There will be time later for him to meditate on it. For him to consider what it means, what it might have meant in another life, what he'll tell anyone who may or may not ask. Loving Klaus upsets much of the balance Obi-Wan has achieved in his life and he doesn't care. Balance is important, but just as important is the ability to rebalance when things have shifted.

"Here," he murmurs, finally getting Klaus's pants down enough. He pulls back, then smiles. "Lift your hips. Let me get these off."
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-15 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
It's so dangerous, needing someone, the sort of thing Jedi are warned against, trained against. One more thing Obi-Wan will need to reconcile with what he's been taught all his life, one more thing for him to consider when he meditates, but he doesn't know if he's ever been truly free of needing those around him.

Because he thinks he needs Klaus, too. He believes, truly, that the connection he's forged with Klaus is healthy, built in honesty and trust, and the understanding that neither can possess the other. It's ever that's expected of him as a Jedi, were he to want something more, and yet that need persists. But he can't lie. He can't tell Klaus he doesn't want that when he does.

"Yes," he murmurs, pressing his lips to Klaus's jaw, to his throat. "Yes, I believe that's more than just alright."

It's so simple, getting lost in a kiss, and he moans softly as he does, rolling his hips, groping on the bed for the lubricant and the condom. When he can't find it, he opens his hand, summoning them into his palm with the Force, too distracted by Klaus's mouth to pull back or open his eyes.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-15 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"Shh," Obi-Wan answers, although his voice is hoarse with want. "We have to be quiet, remember?"

He backs off a little, enough that he can spill some of the lubricant onto his fingers, using them to press against Klaus's ass. On his knees between Klaus's thighs, Obi-Wan presses one finger inside of him slowly, curling in within his body, easing him open first with one, then two. Even this he loves, the feeling of his fingers buried deep inside Klaus, and he knows what comes next most of the time, but he wouldn't need it to. If this was all Klaus wanted, Obi-Wan would happily, cheerfully bring him off just like this. Just to make him happy.

"How is that?" he asks in a low voice. "How do you feel?"

He leans forward then, braced on his knees, and presses one finger of his free hand against Klaus's lips. With a smile, he says, "But make sure to tell me quietly."
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-16 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Even though he'd told Klaus to be quiet, he hadn't expected him to be this quiet, and when he sucks his finger into his mouth, Obi-Wan is the louder of the two. The moan he lets out is still soft, but he can't help himself either way, not with Klaus touching him, rolling the condom down while he sucks on his finger, his own fingers still buried deep within Klaus's body.

"You're so beautiful," he whispers as he shifts forward slightly. With a smile, he pulls his finger gently from Klaus's mouth, then taps Klaus's lower lip before reaching for the lubricant once more. "And very good at being quiet."

Even with how good he feels, he's still wearing a warm smile as he spills lubricant into his palm and then slicks it down the length of his cock. They're moving so quietly, so slowly, and as he leans over Klaus's body, one hand braced beside his head, his smile only grows. Their mouths meet and Obi-Wan nudges the head of his cock against Klaus's hole, not quite sinking into him, but close, licking into his mouth at the same time.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-16 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"I am not," Obi-Wan protests playfully. "I'm simply taking my time."

Klaus squeezes his body between his thighs and Obi-Wan can't wait any longer, doesn't want to wait any longer, he sinks slowly into Klaus, inch by inch. A shuddering breath slides out of him as he does and he ducks his head, pressing his lips to Klaus's throat and to his collarbone, breathing out against his skin. He shifts his knees under him a little better, changing the angle, pressing down into Klaus's body with a soft moan that he tries to muffle against Klaus's collarbone.

It's funny and not something he would have considered, but having to be quiet adds something to all this. Some new element. It's different than how it had been in the club, when he'd felt he ought to be quiet and had been utterly unable. Now he can. Now he must.

The best way, he thinks, is just to kiss Klaus again. He leans in, bending Klaus's body so he can properly kiss him, deeply and thoroughly. Then he rolls his hips, pulling back and sinking into Klaus again, sinking into that heat, the tight grip of his body, and he moans into Klaus's mouth.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-16 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, he is a lucky man to be hearing those words, and Obi-Wan wishes he could take them with him, that whisper, the brief breath of air against his lips that come with the words. He can take the feeling, carry it with him wherever he goes, but he wishes he could reply that perfect whisper over and over in his ear when he needs it most.

Maybe he's thinking of it all wrong. When he leaves this place in the morning, it won't be the last time he sees Klaus. There isn't the same risk that he might never return. For so long, love has been associated with distance, time and space between them, the knowledge that they'll likely never have another moment in which to tell one another their feelings. It doesn't have to be any longer. He doesn't need to take the whisper with him because if he wants to hear it again, he can.

"Good," he breathes against Klaus's mouth. "I only ever want to make you feel good."

Keeping their foreheads pressed together, Obi-Wan shifts his weight, sliding his hand between them to wrap his fingers around Klaus's cock. He doesn't stroke him at first, just holds him, still thrusting into him, panting softly against his lips, unwilling to put any distance between them.
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[personal profile] larger_world 2021-02-17 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It feels so completely different from how things had been between them earlier, the way they had been almost desperate, Obi-Wan pressed to the door of the small supply room, Klaus behind him, thrusting into him. It's not less special, no less good, but so different and Obi-Wan has to muffle another gasping moan against Klaus's mouth.

What an incredible thing, that they can be so many different things to one another.

Shifting his weight back onto his knees, Obi-Wan slips his free arm around Klaus's shoulders so he can hold them close together. He doesn't want to stop kissing him, not now, when everything feels so intimate and vulnerable, raw in a way he hadn't entirely been expecting. Had he and Satine ever been together like this, he wonders? It doesn't seem so. They never had the time, the privacy, the space. They had hidden moments, whispers in shadows, furtive interactions that were always coloured slightly by the possibility of trouble. None of that is here with them now. There is only love and the desire to make one another feel good.

Obi-Wan holds Klaus close, thrusting into him now with a deep, steady rhythm, stroking his cock at the same time. He presses kisses to wherever he can reach, to the corner of Klaus's mouth, the edge of his jaw, the smooth skin of the throat. "I love you," he whispers, glad to be able to say it.
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When Klaus comes, Obi-Wan can feel it in the way his body tightens, in the way his muscles clench, and he has to muffle his own moan between that and the sharp bite on his shoulder. It's going to leave a mark, a round, mouth-shaped bruise, and he likes it very much, thinking of that mark under his clothing, knowing it's there when no one else does beyond the man who put it there. While he has no desire to hide anything from anyone, it still feels special, something to be shared only between the two of them, something to remember these moments and this night by.

Not that he'll need anything. Obi-Wan has to believe that telling Klaus he loves him over the loud, pulsing music of a club has to be memorable no matter what else they do tonight.

He strokes Klaus through his orgasm, his thumb gliding up the underside of his cock, wanting to draw every last bit of pleasure from him before he gives into his own. And when he knows it's likely to have become too much, too sensitive, he stops his strokes, though he doesn't release Klaus, instead choosing to hold onto him, to feel the weight of his cock in his hand, still heavy and warm.

With his arm still tight around Klaus, Obi-Wan buries his face in the side of his throat, his hips still rolling, though they pick up speed a little, his smooth rhythm faltering as he feels his own orgasm trying to take him. He manages a few more deep thrusts before it's all too much and Obi-Wan presses his mouth to Klaus's skin, his teeth pressing into him, muffling the moan as he comes.

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